Music, Sex and Poetry

The awesome thing about being in your 30's as opposed to your 20's is that you've seen it, you've done it, you tried all the masks on, you've jumped through the hoops, you've tried being everything you're not. You've been through crazy growing pains in a world that resembles nothing like you thought it would, you listen to everyone except your inner intuition and then all of a sudden you turn the corner and your in your 30's. What a relief, because in your 30's you realize, hey "What Have I Got to Prove ?"
I really feel like that these days , it is just so freeing to feel like you can be totally yourself and love it. I'm a good looking chick, I know men are inclined to project their desires on me,( I got these classic European features ..lol..) .Some men fall in love with me, but not really with me, more with the idea of me . They think I fit the mould of what they require and then go to huge pains to try and tell me who I should be to fit that mould. In my 20's I may have lacked the self confidence to just say," I am who I am", but in my 30's, I can.
Now I just wanna live a great nourishing life, full of good friends and good times . I now know I gotta take care of my health, I know I don't need the richest guy in the world or the most famous or the most handsome or a big mansion......because in the end it comes down to self love, I've got nothing to prove. So if you're a mountain girl, go live in the mountains, if you wanna sing, sit right down and sing in your 30's it becomes all about your authentic self ,and when your off that you get more of a sense that your off centre. Creating a life for your self is an interesting process, especially in a world where there is so much choice.My motto is "follow your bliss", its not the pursuit of desire, it's the pursuit of happiness. If you're listening to everyone else, it kind of becomes like psychic slavery because your running around miserable thinking your lacking something instead of coming from the place "I'm full, I'm a piece of creator ,each day is sacred to me, I'm blessed to be alive"...
So I've really got nothing to prove, each day I think it's beautiful to be alive and each day I think that it truly is.
Have a great one .
Zoe x