Music, Sex and Poetry

Ah Can you feel the crazy energy of the Full Moon tonight.......Their she is high above the Hollywood Hills....In the velvet night big Sexy Mother Moon. I spent the weekend with my friend Nita the Cherokee Medice Woman and a wonderful group of powerful healers....and one of the things we talked about was the power of the moon to manifest your dreams....I think maybe I'm gonna go swim under it....I'm just Mad about the Moon...I've just been with my friend Truth, who makes the most fabulous Herbal tonic teas full of amazing chinese herbs out of the store Erewhon....and I'm not sure what he's putting in those drinks, but woow I'm ready to Howl at the Moon....Maybe I'll take my guitar and go sit high above the city and just Sing too the moon.....as truth says "can't stop the Jing".....feeling inspired................LOve Ya All Zoe

At the end of last year I was in New York on the phone to my X....I was giving him a hard time and he suddenly got really frantic and said ''why are you pissed of with men''. I thought how strange can he be right? Then I went out for supper with another male friend and he said, you know what Zo. I was really upset when you got angry with me this year...''I was just tryin to help you''.
So I had to think about it, Two of my favorite men in the world said I was an angry woman. I've always loved men....so what went wrong I thought...when did I become a man hater!!!! As we went into 2008 I had this feeling that this was a really amazing year for relationships and creativity. So I decided to take a very different tact with the men I Love !!! I decide that the only way was to Love and support all the magic creative men I encounter....for we are just reflections of each other. I decide I felt best when I was in total harmony with both my male and female side. Men are such fun......Last year I met some stunningly gorgious men and I wandered to myself did I leave them all feelin like I was pissed off with them!!! Damn... So I want to announce to the Male species.....come out from hiding....I am no longer the goddess Kali...I've gone back to being my good old self, much closer to goddess Aphrodite....who loves to have fun. You know the one who writhes around in the foam...he...he.... Actually the reason I have not written too many of bitting blogs recently is because I really got bored of the old Zoe and wanted to be reborn as the new. Also the business of creating an album is inherently a marriage of both male and female aspects .... you got get out of your head and out of thinking in duality...else you write in cliches.....music is a feeling sensual universe ....hey and sorry to any of my guys, I rubbed up the wrong way... I'll make it up to you in 2008

Has there ever been a time in your life where you felt like you were on your own?
We're never really alone. We're all connected. As you know, I've spent a lot of time learning about the medicine way. My teacher is a Cherokee medicine woman. The native Indians believe that we walk in two worlds: the Material world, but also the spirit world. That each and every one of us has spirit guides that are around us all the time. I've spent a lot of magical time with my friend, the Cherokee medicine woman, and yes, I do believe I've broken on through to the other side. That is, I feel like I've experienced a whole spirit realm. Last week, it was raining up in the hills. I just had candles around the house bruning and incense. I'd been watching some Doors videos, and I was just sitting, listening to the rain, and I just felt so inspired. I felt like the air was thick with the old ones. By that, I mean the spirits who have passed over. I love it when I'm in this magical space. It's the space I imagine people like Jim Morrison or Stevie Nicks writing from. That moment where we're somewhere between the two worlds, or maybe more in the spirit world than in this one. I've done a lot of ceremony and I know all of my animal totems, and have spent a lot of time understanding the magical powers that each of these animal totems give me. I love to spend time in old places. Los Angeles is not really very old, but one place I've found that I do like to go and hang, which I'm sure has many spirits that could tell a story or two, is the Chateau Marmont. Old places just seem to be warm with all the spirits that have past between their walls. I used to feel alone, but these days I just don't feel alone. In fact, sometimes, when I am sitting on my own, that's when I feel most connected to all that is. Every journey I've taken with the medicine woman into the spirit world has had a purpose. Each journey has taught me precious new wisdom and given me vision to move forward in my life. If you're interested in the medicine way, they say a teacher will appear. We've all had experiences when we've felt there was magic on the air. Getting in touch holds so much medicine and powerful wisdom that you can bring back to your tribe and share.